school

School has started, I am on my third week of classes. I didn't realize at the time that I was signing up for some difficult classes, chemistry with a lab, and algebra. Even though I am only taking 8 credits, I feel like I have a full load, chemistry lab is it's own class, however it is only 25% of my chemistry grade. It's been challenging to say the least. I forgot how difficult it is to find out what your instructors want out of you, so I have been giving as much as I can to both courses. Found out today that I am doing rather well! I've exceeded my expectations. Now to continue doing what I have been doing, and I better get A's out of both courses, high expectations? maybe, but it's what I expect, so hopefully it will pan out that way! School has left very little time for anything!! My Wonderful husband has washed the dishes the last couple of nights, this is a HUGE thing for me!! We have no dishwasher (hopefully soon, we will be getting one) I HATE washing the dishes by hand, but it has to be done, and he could care less how long they sit there in the sink. But with the week I've had, he's washed the dishes the last two nights, it's been wonderful, and I do my best to make sure he know's that I notice, and do appreciate it!! I'm finally not feeling so stressed out! this was a stressful week for me, I worked 3 12 hour shifts tues, wed, and thurs, and then school friday evening and saturday from 10a-445p, I get sunday off, then I'm back to work mon, tues, have a day off, and get to catch up on homework, then back at work on thursday, and then classes friday night and then again on saturday. It feels extremely overwelming, especially when I look at it like that. I am so grateful that I do not have children to look after, I don't know if I could do it. I'm sure I could, but it would be difficult to be there for my children, and put as much time and effort into schooling as I would like. I'm starting to see and realize that God really does have a plan for AJ and I (you know I always knew this in the back of my head, I'm just stubborn, and want what I want when I want it, whether it's what is best for me, or not) It's a good thing I'm not "in charge" of my life!! ;) I'm starting to accept the fact that I may be an "older" mom than I would have liked, however I know I will be a better mom! Than I would have been at any other time in my life! And if it is not meant for AJ and I to have children, then I know there is another reason why. Faith is a strong thing for me! it has too be.
Anyways, there may be little time for me to post. But I do love keeping up on everybody!!